This morning started with conflict between me and Alice. Alice has a big problem with impulse control. If she sees something that she wants to touch, even if she knows that she shouldn’t, she does. This is a perpetual problem and we haven’t had a lot of success with it. This morning, Alice went into her brother’s room. I noticed that his door was open instead of closed and let him know that I was going to close it. Before I could get to the door, Alice came out looking tremendously guilty. Time out-ularity ensued.
I should point out that at this point in Alice’s life, she spends a lot of her time-out yelling at me. For the most part, I believe that this is a tantrum and that a tantrum loves an audience, so I usually let it go, but this is also at odds with my belief that Alice should be allowed to make a choice in the matter. If she keeps up with the yelling, her timeout will last longer. I let her know once, twice, OK fine, at this point this is on you, Alice.
Finally, she took her timeout and was released. She came down and I was working on our menu. While I was doing this, she took out a cookbook and put on an apron and let me know that she wanted to make cheesecake.
Not this recipe. Lime cheesecake on the next page. Huh. My immediate reaction was to say ‘no’ because of how she acted this morning, but she was showing a fair amount of initiative, so I decided to reward that. I sat her down and put the menu in front of her and we started doing a new thing. I started showing her how to make a shopping list from a menu. We looked at each item and went through what we needed to make that meal and added the items to the list. Then I pulled the cookbook out that she had grabbed and started going through each of the ingredients. Alice read them and then spelled them for me. I didn’t ask for that. She did that on her own. Nice! I also asked her to pick things from the global shopping list to put on her shopping list. That also worked out well.
In the store, I got one of those nice parenting moments. Alice went to the deli counter and ordered some cheese and after she got it, I heard her say to herself, “Nailed it!” as she put the cheese in the cart. I had to turn my back so she didn’t see me laughing.
Once we got home and after I put the groceries away and we had lunch, I set up a mise-en-place for the cheesecake and we got to work on it.
This is Alice putting in an egg into the custard. It’s not a complicated recipe and that works well for her. Most of it is “dump and mix”. Through the process, as much as possible I had Alice read the recipe and the instructions so she knew what was coming up next.
It was not an ideal cheesecake (it was really made for a 9″ pan, not a 10″ pan, so it was a little low and a little rubbery), but it was all the more satisfying because of Alice’s pride in doing it. And this is the benefit for trying to say ‘yes’ in a situation when you really want to say ‘no’.